{"id":654,"date":"2017-02-27T10:01:48","date_gmt":"2017-02-27T18:01:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/?page_id=654"},"modified":"2023-11-29T07:11:37","modified_gmt":"2023-11-29T15:11:37","slug":"poems-2015","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/white-mice\/poems-2015\/","title":{"rendered":"White Mice 2015"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Anyone familiar with Lawrence Durrell knows he loved his liquids.\u00a0 He swam frequently at his favorite haunts by the sea and couldn&#8217;t resist an evening with friends imbibing wine and other spirits and engaging in sparkling, wide-ranging conversation.\u00a0 Whatever faults Durrell may have had as a lover or parent, he had a gift for friendship, a reminder that drinking together with companions is a fundamentally convivial activity, a species-defining pastime that connects us with other humans.<\/p>\n<p>That social context not surprisingly informs this year&#8217;s White Mice Contest, whose theme was &#8220;Drink.&#8221;\u00a0 Stephen J. Kudless&#8217; first prize-winning poem, &#8220;The Color Hazel,&#8221; details the devastating consequences of alcoholic consumption outside the amiable community of friends, a social isolation that becomes escapist, abusive, and ultimately self-destroying.\u00a0 Kudless&#8217; poem is told from the point of view of the child who shares the same eyes as his father but sees far more of the fearsome repercussions of his father&#8217;s addiction and violence.<\/p>\n<p>John Davis&#8217; &#8220;What We Swallowed,&#8221; winner of the second prize, captures the intoxication of (male) friends drinking together just after finishing work at the factory.\u00a0 They drive home together still consumed by fatigue but then witness &#8220;a sudden full moon&#8221; that inhabits them all like &#8220;a beautiful woman&#8221; with &#8220;silver silence.&#8221;\u00a0 It becomes a transformative moment for the exhausted workers who, assisted by beer and camaraderie, encounter the transcendent.<\/p>\n<p>Dr. Anthony Hirst&#8217;s &#8220;Lunch on Poros,&#8221; singled out for honorable mention, likewise is situated in a less-than-promising environment, this time a seafront restaurant with &#8220;prints of ships [that] have wrinkled in their frames.&#8221;\u00a0 &#8220;The chicken&#8217;s roasted to destruction,&#8221; yet &#8220;the kindly wine will soften, \/ for a while, the day&#8217;s metallic edge.&#8221;\u00a0 Here the transformation is quiet yet palpable, aided by the service of spirits delivered and consumed in a social milieu.<\/p>\n<p>Katharyn Howd Machan&#8217;s &#8220;Drinking Much Wine from the Glass My Ex-Lover,&#8221; another honorable mention winner, takes a more personal approach, linking romance and disruption with the speaker&#8217;s teaching of young students.\u00a0 Hers is a poem about love not saved by convivial drinking but illuminated and partially redeemed by insistent questioning.\u00a0 The poet&#8217;s enquiries are passed on to her students and readers &#8220;like fruit \/ too ripe to handle.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>These poems remind us how deep, rich, and multi-faceted our drinking culture is.\u00a0 Interestingly, none of the entries this year focused on water, that liquor of life we all must have to survive, whether consumed alone or with others.\u00a0 Alcohol, in all its manifestations, opens doors to the human psyche, the deep desires, secret failures, and self-destructive impulses we all strive to keep at bay.\u00a0 Spirits also open us, at best, to the world of imagination and transformation, where we leave constraints behind and sail toward other shores.\u00a0 Nothing could be more Durrellian.\u00a0 We can be grateful to these poets for reminding us of the luminous landscapes of slaking and thirst.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">David Radavich<\/p>\n<ul style=\"width: 34em;\">\n<li><a href=\"#Kudless\"><span style=\"font-variant: small-caps;\">The Color Hazel<\/span> \u2013 Stephen J. Kudless<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#Davis\"><span style=\"font-variant: small-caps;\">What We Swallowed<\/span> \u2013 John Davis<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#Hirst\"><span style=\"font-variant: small-caps;\">Lunch on Poros<\/span> \u2013 Dr. Anthony Hirst<\/a><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"#Machan\"><span style=\"font-variant: small-caps;\">Drinking Much Wine from the Glass My Ex-Lover<\/span> \u2013 Katharyn Howd Machan<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<hr \/>\n<p><a name=\"Kudless\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h2>First Prize<\/h2>\n<h3 style=\"font-variant: small-caps; text-align: center; width: 34em;\">The Color Hazel<\/h3>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 10em; width: 34em;\">&#8220;He had &#8216;the thirst'&#8221; is what they all said, <br class=\"clear\" \/>Never-minding anything else. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Of course, there was nothing else, only his reeling up the avenue, <br class=\"clear\" \/>Reeking, full of fury, to home and the abuse he would mete out. <br class=\"clear\" \/>The list of his virtues is short\u2014None. <br class=\"clear\" \/>He fought, stole, cheated, lied, abused, and although it took forever, died. <br class=\"clear\" \/>One said he took a turn for Mary, his &#8220;middle girl.&#8221; <br class=\"clear\" \/>There is no confirming this though as Mary &#8220;can&#8217;t recall.&#8221; <br class=\"clear\" \/>Mary, beautiful dark-haired Mary, <br class=\"clear\" \/>Her life a catalogue of spinal taps, electro-shocks, restraints, <br class=\"clear\" \/>Escapes, returns, and howls in the night. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Did he put his hand, that ham of a hand, on her? <br class=\"clear\" \/>She &#8220;can&#8217;t recall,&#8221; so there is no use in that. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Once when he was roaring, <br class=\"clear\" \/>Cowering behind my mother, his &#8220;oldest child,&#8221; <br class=\"clear\" \/>I caught his eyes and he mine.\u00a0 He smiled at me.<br \/>\nLater, when I understood &#8220;hazel,&#8221; <br class=\"clear\" \/>I learned that those of his were &#8220;hazel.&#8221; <br class=\"clear\" \/>Mine are hazel.This list of his virtues is short, yes. None. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Can I construct one? <br class=\"clear\" \/>Was he charitable? No. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Was he courageous? Nah. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Was he trustworthy? A foolish thought. <br class=\"clear\" \/>Was he gentle? Never.So, like the others, what I say is that <br class=\"clear\" \/>&#8220;He had &#8216;the thirst.'&#8221;He had the thirst and had hazel eyes.<\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: right; width: 33em; padding-right: 4em;\">Stephen J. Kudless<\/p>\n<p>Stephen J. Kudless is a poet and playwright whose work has been published widely.\u00a0 Two of his plays, <em>Beds<\/em> and <em>How Fish Breathe<\/em>, were staged Off-Off-Broadway, and <em>Killing Time: What We Do<\/em> was a finalist for the Tennessee Williams prize in 2011.\u00a0 His poetry has been published in journals both small and large.\u00a0 He retired from the English Department at Touro College in 2012 and resides in New York City.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><a name=\"Davis\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h2>Second Prize<\/h2>\n<h3 style=\"font-variant: small-caps; text-align: center; width: 34em;\">What We Swallowed<\/h3>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 10em; width: 34em;\">Just off from swing shift, we bought<br \/>\na six-pack, held the cold to our heads,<br \/>\npopped open a beer in the parking lot,<\/div>\n<p>eased-down a moment of grace<br \/>\nwhile traffic rushed by like dark water<br \/>\nunder a bridge.\u00a0 Our necks drenched with sweat,<\/p>\n<p>we drank and felt the earth&#8217;s river enfold us.<br \/>\nThe factory saws and sanders disappeared forever<br \/>\nWhen forever was breath without a timeclock.<\/p>\n<p>Driving home, we drank the air of AM radio,<br \/>\nour fingers too numb from stacking doors<br \/>\nto change the station.\u00a0 We drank the night landscape<\/p>\n<p>of concrete and cranes, of backfiring semis,<br \/>\nof power line poles and then the sudden<br \/>\nfull moon.\u00a0 Our voices quieted like we had been<\/p>\n<p>inhabited by a beautiful woman.\u00a0 We did<br \/>\nnothing bur stare open-mouthed, listen<br \/>\nand drink-in her silver silence.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right; width: 33em; padding-right: 4em;\">John Davis<\/p>\n<p>John Davis is the author of <em>Gigs<\/em> and <em>The Reservist<\/em>.\u00a0 His work has appeared recently in <em>DMQ Review<\/em>, <em>Iron Horse Review<\/em>, <em>Passager<\/em>, and <em>Rio Grande Review<\/em>.\u00a0 He lives in Bainbridge Island, Washington.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><a name=\"H\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h2>Honorable Mention<\/h2>\n<h3 style=\"font-variant: small-caps; text-align: center; width: 34em;\">Lunch on Poros<\/h3>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 10em; width: 34em;\">This winter-lunchtime seafront restaurant<br \/>\nmakes few concessions to modernity.<br \/>\nA glass-front fridge with meat, and some soft drinks.<br \/>\nA structure of steel I-beams (four by twos)<br \/>\ncarrying above a row of wooden tables,<br \/>\nfour oak barrels filled with local wine.<\/div>\n<p>The plaster&#8217;s painted white; wood paneling<br \/>\nand barrel ends a bleached Hellenic blue.<br \/>\nLace curtains cover windowless recesses.<br \/>\nPrints of ships have wrinkled in their frames.<br \/>\nThe chicken&#8217;s roasted to destruction, but<br \/>\nthe rest&#8211;the fried potatoes, salad, cheese&#8211;<br \/>\nperfection; and the kindly wine will soften,<br \/>\nfor a while, the day&#8217;s metallic edge.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right; width: 33em; padding-right: 4em;\">Dr. Anthony Hirst<\/p>\n<p style=\"width: 34em;\">Dr. Anthony Hirst published <em>God and the Poetic Ego<\/em> in 2004 and has edited Constantin Cavafy&#8217;s <em>Collected Poems<\/em> and collections of essays on Alexandria, the Ionian Islands, and Byzantine history and has translated modern Greek poetry and prose.\u00a0 He has led both the Byzantine Greek Summer School and the Durrell School of Corfu.\u00a0 Having written poems for over forty years, he is preparing a collected volume.\u00a0 He lives in London.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><a name=\"Machan\"><\/a><\/p>\n<h2>Honorable Mention<\/h2>\n<h3 style=\"font-variant: small-caps; text-align: center; width: 34em;\">Drinking Much Wine from the Glass My Ex-Lover<\/h3>\n<div style=\"padding-left: 10em; width: 34em;\">gave me when I married<br \/>\nsomeone else\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 a wrong man<br \/>\ngone now leaving me<br \/>\nalone this cold November night<br \/>\nin a room of books<br \/>\nwhere words blue together<br \/>\nlike flavors in soap<\/div>\n<p>he was a writer<br \/>\nhis stories like mirrors<br \/>\nhis hair early silver<br \/>\nlike a fox<br \/>\nso well I remember<br \/>\nthe moment I told him<br \/>\nI thought I was falling in love<\/p>\n<p>blue lake of Chicago<br \/>\nrose edge of horizon<br \/>\nsnow bright music beneath our boots<br \/>\n<em>how many grapes does it take<br \/>\nto make a vine too heavy?<\/em><br \/>\nhe always said to me<br \/>\n<em>you ask such interesting questions<\/em><\/p>\n<p>tonight the questions hang<br \/>\nheavy on my heart\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 like fruit<br \/>\ntoo ripe to handle\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 in the spring<br \/>\nI will travel to another lake<br \/>\nwhere young poets will ask me<br \/>\nquestions\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <em>do they matter? <\/em><br \/>\n<em>all these words liked tangled vines?<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right; width: 33em; padding-right: 4em;\">Katharyn Howd Machan<\/p>\n<p style=\"width: 34em;\">Katharyn Howd Machan, Professor of Writing at Ithaca College, has published poems in numerous magazines; in anthologies\/textbooks such as <em>The Bedford Introduction to Literature<\/em>, <em>The Best American Nonrequired Reading 2013<\/em>, <em>Early Ripening: American Women&#8217;s Poetry Now, Literature<\/em>, <em>Sound and Sense, Writing Poems<\/em>; and in 32 collections, most recently <em>H<\/em> (winner of the 2013 Gribble Press competition) and <em>Wild Grapes: Poems of Fox<\/em> (Finishing Line Press, 2014). \u00a0In 2012 she edited <em>Adrienne Rich: A Tribute Anthology<\/em> (Split Oak Press).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anyone familiar with Lawrence Durrell knows he loved his liquids.\u00a0 He swam frequently at his favorite haunts by the sea and couldn&#8217;t resist an evening with friends imbibing wine and other spirits and engaging in sparkling, wide-ranging conversation.\u00a0 Whatever faults Durrell may have had as a lover or parent, he had a gift for friendship, &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"parent":79,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/654"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=654"}],"version-history":[{"count":16,"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/654\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1993,"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/654\/revisions\/1993"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/79"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lawrencedurrell.org\/wp_durrell\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=654"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}